Sunday, March 18, 2012

SPRING BREAK: MARCH 18, 2012

Oh. It's spring break? Already? (I don't even feel like I can relax...) ugh. Because I am NOT ON VACATION. And all I can seem to think about is my chem 120 class and my stinkin research paper. *eye roll* lol I feel like I'm five. I just want to be in the sun, reading a book, and listening to music...

I wonder what the beach feels like right about now.. It's nearly half past four so the sun must be pretty hot. I can still go outside here, I know. But sometimes you just need to get out, get away, you know? I want to get away, I want to flyyyy awa-ee-ayy, yeah yeah yeah!


Home.

Why am I here. All the noise. I need a long bike ride. I think I'll do that as soon as I get off work. I do need alone time. Maybe that's why I'm here.. for some alone time. I need a little more excitement in my life, I might do something crazy tonight :P. Well, I guess we'll find out what that something crazy is later.

Monday, March 12, 2012

 
I feel 

like I Am

in ruins.

Oh my Lord. I don't know what else I can possibly say besides, Oh my Lord. I just need some serious prayer. All of my feelings aside, I just hate failing the people in my life, but additionally, I hate failing myself. I know we all have to endure things for a little while, so I'm waiting on that 'Joy in the Morning' part. ha. At least I can laugh a little.

Breathe

Breathe

Every little thing. Is going to be alright.