I feel 

like I Am

in ruins.

Oh my Lord. I don't know what else I can possibly say besides, Oh my Lord. I just need some serious prayer. All of my feelings aside, I just hate failing the people in my life, but additionally, I hate failing myself. I know we all have to endure things for a little while, so I'm waiting on that 'Joy in the Morning' part. ha. At least I can laugh a little.

Breathe

Breathe

Every little thing. Is going to be alright.